I hate my weekend job and those people. The re smiling to you but will talk trash behind your back. Anyway all English are like -sorry peps I have only bad experience with this nationality. I am being serious by saying I want to leave the UK.
I don't like the job and it friendly - fake atmosphere. I would rather jump off my window easily if not my daughter and hubby.
I even don't want to talk about it, but in the same time inside I am screaming.
I feel unable to do any job. I know I require to just get more experience and so on, but being as a a first line of contact for a customer service is just simply not for me. I am not good on the phone dealing with random enquirers.
I just want something what will engage my brain more but in the same time wont require me to work so much directly with customers.
I am not joking u - I even cannot eat proper dinner, because I am so stressed.
I feel very depressed and don't know what to do, because that's a permanent job within recognizable company deffo worth experience.
But in the same time I feel so bad about it that I think its just not worth it.
I know no one is going to advice me on that, but I am finding that more and more crazy.
In my other job I had a trouble for a reason my email wasn't written as someone whose English is a first language.
And who wont say that this is a racism???
I was on the interview and had a honest talk with both of the employers, they knew who they re employing and that I am not a native English. I cannot understand why they re putting me in this position where I feel embarrassed. I am thinking if they really though I can provide same customer service as british person? I can take care of so many different areas of business but not necessary customers.
I am broken and when I think about tomorrow feel ill.
Maybe I will just go and vomit a bit. ###
have a great rest of the weekend peps - HONEST ME... :(
