concerns ...

Hi guys.

I am telling you people, when I am stressed, I am eating chocolate in insane amounts!

Time is flying... on Thursday is my first day at work. I am quite stressed about it , but when I think about the weekend I am proper terrified.

Sometimes I think I wont be able to work it, I am not good enough, English is not my first language, I wont understand something... I've tried to think, yeah right I am just making it up, but to be honest I think I am just aware of myself.

I decided to give myself a try and I will see how I am getting on with it. I believe if after 3 weeks I still wont enjoy it and will struggle or be extremely stressed there I wont continue. I think is not worth this money and busy weekends. Ehh... life is whole filled up with stress, isn't?

I think I need to push my business forward faster :D

Tonight I am chilling with my hubby, we will watch some movie in a minute and eat frozen yogurts!

Have a great evening peps! Xxx

That how it is when you don't have a summer.

Hi there people! 

I though that after all exams and assignments I will find some time to write regular posts and keep in touch with people who read it (if someone actually does). 

But things changed slightly, and I am ever shorter on my free time than before. 

I found a permanent weekend job which I couldn't be more happy about. This is a great from the experience point of view as it is a large company, full with opportunities. I already had couple of days of training and I really enjoy the atmosphere there. Hopefully that will remain. 

But anyway, this is a weekend permanent position. What do I do during the week than? Apparently, I got another job which is contract job. It does required me to work on the project to support chief executive with it. I think this might be very challenging experience.

I am starting next week Thursday, so looks like that will be very busy summer...

A lot of people actually ask me, why am I doing it? I believe any experience is valuable and I work hard for me and my family future. I believe with my hard work I can achieve a lot and hopefully that will happen sooner than my hubby expects :)

Oh, yes, there is one more thing... during the evenings I am working on my own business... Do you see now what I mean by being busy. 

Now, try to be me for a second and squeeze in your calendar time to see your friends and spend some time with your child!!!! This is absolutely devastating, but I will do it for 10 weeks to add some boost to my CV and future career, 

Keep going!

I am moving forward with  my work soooo slowly... still have got plenty to do and deadlines are approaching. Portfolio is almoooost done... essay doesn't want to move even bit forward... AAAAA I will pull out the hair of my head!
Why I cannot work constantly all over the year on the regular basis? Just to leave everything on the last moment?

Is anyone with me in this shit ?

Uni sucks :D

Love M xx