Showing posts with label what next. Show all posts
Showing posts with label what next. Show all posts

Monday, 22 June 2015

concerns ...

Hi guys.

I am telling you people, when I am stressed, I am eating chocolate in insane amounts!

Time is flying... on Thursday is my first day at work. I am quite stressed about it , but when I think about the weekend I am proper terrified.

Sometimes I think I wont be able to work it, I am not good enough, English is not my first language, I wont understand something... I've tried to think, yeah right I am just making it up, but to be honest I think I am just aware of myself.

I decided to give myself a try and I will see how I am getting on with it. I believe if after 3 weeks I still wont enjoy it and will struggle or be extremely stressed there I wont continue. I think is not worth this money and busy weekends. Ehh... life is whole filled up with stress, isn't?

I think I need to push my business forward faster :D

Tonight I am chilling with my hubby, we will watch some movie in a minute and eat frozen yogurts!

Have a great evening peps! Xxx

Monday, 13 April 2015

hi guys!

I am back from London... such a pity. I wish to live there! Me and my hubby we are thinking of moving on the south when I will graduate uni.
I dont know why I have a need to write my blog again. Sharing my life, but in the same time staying anonymous if that's even possible?

I am still looking for my own career path. So many silly, useless ideas :( I am fed up of it!
Time is flying, I am not getting younger (yes,yes I am still very young, but just saying I am not getting any younger isn't that true for anyone?). My baby girl is growing and we dont have time to have a second baby :( I always wanted small gap between kids, so they can play and grow up together... well it doesn't look like it will happen soon

I' ve started training 2 months ago. Regularly going on the gym, although my belly&skin is loose after pregnancy there is a chance I will have a summer body ready by the end of next month ? :D
Hopefully I will stick with my training schedule. 

And now on I am getting back to my uni work... level of motivation is less than 0 as I even don't know where to start. Why I left everything for a last moment again!!

wrrr. 


Have a lovely week and will update you maybe with some pics later! 

M xx