Today it was my first day at work. Ohh how beautiful was that... I have my own separate office, no one is disturbing me there and watching my hands. I am working in my own peace and speed. It was really, really nice!
There was also an University result day on Tuesday. I have got the highest grade - 1st on average of 75% from all my modules. I am extremely happy about it :)
So this week was quite lucky for me so far. I know that hard time will come by Weekend, but I try not to think about it.
I am going to take a shower and straight into the bed. I am absolutely exhausted and it was just one day. I guess I need to get used to to the regime.
Have a great rest of the week!
Kisses M. Xxx
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Showing posts with label work. Show all posts
Thursday, 25 June 2015
Monday, 22 June 2015
concerns ...
Hi guys.
I am telling you people, when I am stressed, I am eating chocolate in insane amounts!
Time is flying... on Thursday is my first day at work. I am quite stressed about it , but when I think about the weekend I am proper terrified.
Sometimes I think I wont be able to work it, I am not good enough, English is not my first language, I wont understand something... I've tried to think, yeah right I am just making it up, but to be honest I think I am just aware of myself.
I decided to give myself a try and I will see how I am getting on with it. I believe if after 3 weeks I still wont enjoy it and will struggle or be extremely stressed there I wont continue. I think is not worth this money and busy weekends. Ehh... life is whole filled up with stress, isn't?
I think I need to push my business forward faster :D
Tonight I am chilling with my hubby, we will watch some movie in a minute and eat frozen yogurts!
I am telling you people, when I am stressed, I am eating chocolate in insane amounts!
Time is flying... on Thursday is my first day at work. I am quite stressed about it , but when I think about the weekend I am proper terrified.
Sometimes I think I wont be able to work it, I am not good enough, English is not my first language, I wont understand something... I've tried to think, yeah right I am just making it up, but to be honest I think I am just aware of myself.
I decided to give myself a try and I will see how I am getting on with it. I believe if after 3 weeks I still wont enjoy it and will struggle or be extremely stressed there I wont continue. I think is not worth this money and busy weekends. Ehh... life is whole filled up with stress, isn't?
I think I need to push my business forward faster :D
Tonight I am chilling with my hubby, we will watch some movie in a minute and eat frozen yogurts!
Have a great evening peps! Xxx
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Thursday, 18 June 2015
That how it is when you don't have a summer.
Hi there people!
I though that after all exams and assignments I will find some time to write regular posts and keep in touch with people who read it (if someone actually does).
But things changed slightly, and I am ever shorter on my free time than before.
I found a permanent weekend job which I couldn't be more happy about. This is a great from the experience point of view as it is a large company, full with opportunities. I already had couple of days of training and I really enjoy the atmosphere there. Hopefully that will remain.
But anyway, this is a weekend permanent position. What do I do during the week than? Apparently, I got another job which is contract job. It does required me to work on the project to support chief executive with it. I think this might be very challenging experience.
I am starting next week Thursday, so looks like that will be very busy summer...
A lot of people actually ask me, why am I doing it? I believe any experience is valuable and I work hard for me and my family future. I believe with my hard work I can achieve a lot and hopefully that will happen sooner than my hubby expects :)
Oh, yes, there is one more thing... during the evenings I am working on my own business... Do you see now what I mean by being busy.
Now, try to be me for a second and squeeze in your calendar time to see your friends and spend some time with your child!!!! This is absolutely devastating, but I will do it for 10 weeks to add some boost to my CV and future career,
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Wednesday, 15 April 2015
Need a break!
Hey!
Do u know that feeling when you so tired of studying and actually nothing is moving forward? U just stuck in a half on those stupid 4000 words and have no idea what to write more. Thats where I am at the moment. Completely STUCK!!!
Hope it will go away tonight or I wont be able to submit my assignments by next week...
Here whats left till 29th of April:
Essay,
Group report
Group report 2
Personal reflection
Whole year project
and in a mean time I have to produce agenda for a meeting and edit my notes. I will shut myself this time I think...
Extension of deadline anyone??
ehhh getting back to work. hope at leas you will have a nice evening!!
Do u know that feeling when you so tired of studying and actually nothing is moving forward? U just stuck in a half on those stupid 4000 words and have no idea what to write more. Thats where I am at the moment. Completely STUCK!!!
Hope it will go away tonight or I wont be able to submit my assignments by next week...
Here whats left till 29th of April:
Essay,
Group report
Group report 2
Personal reflection
Whole year project
and in a mean time I have to produce agenda for a meeting and edit my notes. I will shut myself this time I think...
Extension of deadline anyone??
ehhh getting back to work. hope at leas you will have a nice evening!!
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Monday, 13 April 2015
hi guys!
I am back from London... such a pity. I wish to live there! Me and my hubby we are thinking of moving on the south when I will graduate uni.
I dont know why I have a need to write my blog again. Sharing my life, but in the same time staying anonymous if that's even possible?
I am still looking for my own career path. So many silly, useless ideas :( I am fed up of it!
Time is flying, I am not getting younger (yes,yes I am still very young, but just saying I am not getting any younger isn't that true for anyone?). My baby girl is growing and we dont have time to have a second baby :( I always wanted small gap between kids, so they can play and grow up together... well it doesn't look like it will happen soon
I' ve started training 2 months ago. Regularly going on the gym, although my belly&skin is loose after pregnancy there is a chance I will have a summer body ready by the end of next month ? :D
Hopefully I will stick with my training schedule.
And now on I am getting back to my uni work... level of motivation is less than 0 as I even don't know where to start. Why I left everything for a last moment again!!
wrrr.
Have a lovely week and will update you maybe with some pics later!
M xx
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